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The old adage 'Discretion is the Better Part of Valour' sprang to mind over a recent incident that escalated to disturbing proportions in my family and it left me wondering if maybe I'd got it all wrong.
Is it better to remain silent over things that stir up one's emotions, or should one be able to sort things out with those we love, in whatever way seems the best, or only way forward at the time? Contrary to what seems to be my family's belief, I don't know it all. I am constantly learning and growing through the the experience called Life. I have played every note and tone on the emotional scale this week and not all notes were discordant, but many were. In allowing myself to explore what, for me, was a difficult and painful place, I have inadvertently upset the balance of others. Is it OK to do that if the Intention was simply to grow through the pain to a more enlightened understanding place? Or should I have suppressed what was becoming a cancerous growth in my heart? Am I responsible for the reactions of others to my request for understanding and love, or should I have just dealt with the limitations imposed upon me by the fears of others?
It has taken me the best part of 4 days to come to a peaceful place in my heart and soul about all of this. Believe it or not it began with a Tie-Cutting ceremony that I felt was necessary for me to perform in order to move on from painful circumstances. If there is one thing I have learned, it is that these things REALLY DO WORK! They are powerful when performed with Intention but one must be really specific about what one wishes to cut ties with!
I will write more about that in another thread, but suffice to say there have been many tears shed in this process and only today do I feel that some light has been shed on the situation, and peace is beginning to flood back into my heart. I pray the healing occurs on all levels and most of all, I send love and gratitude to my family for playing their part in this drama...
Thank you for listening... love and light, Jay xxx
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